free write 1-23

I feel un-organized today and i think social networking is kinda dumb. I don't necesarrly want to share everything with people i don't know. But I set up a twitter for my english class. kinda lame. But gotta do what i gotta do. don't want my belifs to effect my grade over the semister. I'm kinda courious what this writing assingment will be on friday. kinda stressing already. I've never been good at writting and i just want to get it done and make sure its good. Nervous. I'm not sure i nescearrly understand the point of this free-write thing. I'm not sure what im supposed to be "writting" about. what if at the end of the semister i have been doing this all wrong. then it's too late. I don't want to fail. I need a 3.5 to get into the nursing program...3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5..study, study and study some more. Kinda nervous about my quiz today in anatomy. I've memorized pretty much the whole chapter word for word. but still im nervous. I just want to do well in collage. I want good grades on my transcript. I want to be proud of what im doing here. I want to be able to look back on this expierence and say that wasn't so bad. but i don't know yet. its only week 2. it has potiental to get worse, like finals. All Come in the same week. when do i study. gotta figure that out. I guess thats why we discussed study habbits and times